Model for a Day!

I've been AWOL for a couple of days and I admit that I have a line-up of entries to post, but I was too lazy to do that. Should I blame the holiday season and the Christmas weight I gained? ;) Which brings me to my lack of existence that I haven't greeted you. Boo! Merry Christmas, everyone!! Photo from: fanpop.com Now back to regular programming. This is a post long overdue. Anyway, Every girl dreams of being a model. I, for...

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Escape

Note: For the times that my emotional weakness was squeezed into the surface, here's the *insert adjective* outcome.ESCAPEHow many days more will my heart be sore?Because I want to be happy just as before.I pray for this heart that has been torn apart,To heal so that from scratch, again I can start.All details of you, I don't want to remember,Because week after week, I'm still sober.Eyes are tired from weeping all night,The walls...

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Back to Nursing

Hi, again! So I just got back from the hospital. I submitted a letter of intent in the Nursing Service Office. I've worked for five months there and after my contract, I decided to find another job. I was a junior staff nurse and that meant we worked with no compensation. Well not really, because we were paid if we're going to be relievers and free charges when confined or rushed in the emergency room. I shouldn't have mentioned that,...

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Worry No More

Problems are definitely a part of our lives. We cannot get it out of the equation. It's life constant. Have you heard or met somebody not having one? I doubt. We all have it. Family problems, something related to work, emotional problems, etc. They're too many to enumerate. I've had my fair share of everything too, and it was not easy. It wouldn't be easy.Sometimes, facing them requires a lot of effort, what more if we try to surpass them,...

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Hospital Getaway

A quick post: I'm so sorry for my inactivity. I was hospitalized for a few days and I was nearly admitted to the intensive care unit. I will post the whole story when I get well. *win...

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It's Over

Disclaimer: This one's overly full of emotions. I am was your perfect drama queen. Sorry for the lame pain within this piece of shizz. *wink* I just know this is so timely. Bright eyes,Wide lies.The truth I should forget,As my mind goes on a reset.Catch a pain, fake a grin,Feel the poison setting in.Wanna rip you with my claw,But baby, you're a no show.Tell it to me straight,Say it to my face.Get tired of your pretense,My overhauled head's...

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Forever 21

Two more sleeps and here comes birthday. I don't even feel that I'm twenty two. I don't know but I'm really not ecstatic about it. Maybe because of the "calling it off" thingy. When I was putting this post mentally, I've got a lot to say and now that my fingers are doing the talking, my thoughts have gone elsewhere. BLAH.WISHLIST:ELF eye shadow palette in WARMMarionnaud flat top brushNYX round lipsticks / NYX matte lipsticksWedge shoesIphone...

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What I Want and What I Really Need

After a few days of trying to understand what's happening, I've had a mind constipation, I can't seem to digest everything into my mind yet, I am feeling better today. I usually over think things through which isn't healthy for me because I just tend to see even the slightest hint of negativity.I have watched a TV show last night, for those who might know it, the 700 Club Asia, which had let me look into the brighter side of things. A...

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Burn

"What you said when you left just left me cold and out of breath. Guess I let you get the best of me."I'm fine, tired, asphyxiated. So it took me a couple of days to process things up and the good news is... I can't still freakin' digest everything.I'm getting better when it comes to throwing rants, don't I? Sorry for two consecutive lame entries. I'll be back for real posts when I finally feel oka...

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Feeling Heavy

Hi everyone! I'm feeling a bit heavy right now. My boyfriend and I just had a time off from everything due to some things that are not worth elaborating. *sobs* Praying that we can still work this out. So.. there.Well anyway, I'm thinking of holding a giveaway. What do you guys thin...

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One Shade of Red

Excuse me for my randomness. I always admire the guts of women who can sport red lipsticks. Yes, Anne Curtis! I envy them, I look darker when I wear red lippies. Sorry, but the following are my attempts to look effortless in the red shade. You have been warned. :)Pardon for the unclear pictures, I just used my camera phone.Lipstick used: Pop Shop in Princess HeartHere's a swatch:(with flash)(without flash)The color isn't too strong nor...

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